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“The Dive From Clausen’s Pier” by Ann Packer
A young woman must choose between her suddenly quadriplegic fianc
Carrie Bell’s relationship is falling apart quietly when her fiancé, Mike, in an effort to kick off a day at the park with friends, dives headfirst into shallow water. In most disintegrating romances that have lingered for many years, it usually takes something mundane — another lover, a new job in a distant city — to bring on the end. In Ann Packer’s first novel, “The Dive From Clausen’s Pier,” Mike’s tragic accident, one that renders him a quadriplegic, brings on a much more uncertain, and painful, dilemma. Carrie must choose between her loyalty to Mike and her own freedom.
I wasn’t sure Packer would be able to draw out an interesting story from this one decision, especially since Carrie makes her choice quite early in the book. But while “The Dive From Clausen’s Pier” is sometimes slow-moving, Packer untangles compelling ideas about devotion and sacrifice from her protagonist’s quandary. The thoughtful, good-hearted Carrie, probably for the first time in her life, decides to put her own best interests first.
Naturally, Carrie is overcome with guilt: “I knew as clearly as I knew anything that I’d driven him to dive, to impress me.” If Carrie’s actions brought on the accident, she wonders, shouldn’t she be involved in the aftermath? Living in a tight-knit circle in a small city like Madison, Wis., causes Carrie to feel like a heroine in a made-for-TV drama. She muses about a “glow” that she’s taken on: “Mike’s accident happened to Mike, not to me, but for a long time afterward I felt some of that glow, felt I was giving it off, so that even doing the most innocuous errand, filling my car with gas or buying toothpaste, I thought everyone around me must see I was in the middle of a crisis.” Understandably, this glow (and Packer’s smart characterization of it is just one example of her perceptive talents) makes traumatized people feel special, like they have carte blanche to do things they normally wouldn’t: scowl at neighbors, lash out at waitresses, ignore family responsibilities — or even run away.
It’s no surprise that Carrie decides to leave Madison — after two encounters with New Yorkers visiting the town, she’s obviously drawn to their seemingly exotic lives — though it’s to Packer’s credit that her readers are left wondering whether Carrie will ever return. At first, her departure is exciting and admirable. Carrie has been stuck in time, her childhood and teenage and college years bound up in a group of friends, weekend rituals and inside jokes that seems to Carrie “a symptom of whatever it was we all had, whatever disease it was that had us doing the exact same things we’d always done, and with the exact same people.” She sees in her friends what she dislikes about herself; when she leaves, it’s like she’s bravely shedding a protective, yet uncomfortable skin.
Once in New York, however, Carrie also realizes that life can’t be compartmentalized into neat blocks of time. Though she tries to move on — dates a mysterious older man named Kilroy, works on her sewing, takes fashion design classes — inevitably, her memories haunt her. People from the past and present meld together in her imagination, fighting for priority. Surprisingly, Carrie’s clannish, partying hometown friends don’t come off like shallow, clunky caricatures, and her hip, artistic and independent New York friends aren’t idealized. Instead both groups represent different parts of Carrie — her loved ones and her inner passions. Must one be sacrificed for the other? Does a change of geography mean a change of self?
Obviously, Carrie can’t have what she really wants: “More than anything, I wanted to eradicate that final fruitless effort, the idea for which had overtaken [Mike] on the pier: that a playful gesture on his part, half foolhardy and half brave, could wake me to the old feelings at last.” What Carrie finds instead, and what Packer distinguishes so elegantly, is the difference between walking away and moving forward.
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“People Who Eat Darkness”: The disappearing blonde
A true crime story set in Tokyo illuminates the complicated truths behind media cliches
Joji Obara and Lucie Blackman (Credit: Estate of Lucie Jane Blackman) Lucie Blackman, 21, went out for the afternoon in 2000, phoning her roommate and best friend Louise to arrange a meeting later that night. Lucie never showed up, and within a few days she’d become one of those vanished blondes whose fates fuel headlines and hours of speculative media coverage. She was British, a former flight attendant, and she and Louise were living in Tokyo. They were also bar hostesses, a profession with a very specific meaning in Japan, difficult to explain to foreigners and not entirely clear to the Japanese themselves. Lucie both did and didn’t match the classic Missing Blonde profile, and for a while the mystery of what happened to her threatened to lapse into permanent obscurity.
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Laura Miller is a senior writer for Salon. She is the author of "The Magician's Book: A Skeptic's Adventures in Narnia" and has a Web site, magiciansbook.com. More Laura Miller.
Corporate criminals gone wild
The maker of the documentary film "Inside Job" has a new book excoriating Wall Street -- and President Obama
A detail from the cover of "Predator Nation" “Inside Job,” Charles Ferguson’s Oscar-winning documentary film on how government, Wall Street and academia colluded to deliver us the worst financial crisis since the Great Depression, made a powerful case that something was very very rotten at the heart of the American political/economic nexus. His follow-up book, “Predator Nation: Corporate Criminals, Political Corruption, and the Hijacking of America,” can be considered the legal brief that dots every “i” and crosses every “t” in his argument. A tightly argued, profusely footnoted and deeply enraged castigation of everyone involved, “Predator Nation” isn’t just a factually unchallengeable account of how Wall Street blew up the global economy. It’s a denunciation, a call for justice and a warning: After getting away with the crime of the century, Wall Street still isn’t satisfied.
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Can you identify?
Science shows that the only way around some readers' prejudices is to trick them
(Credit: Shutterstock/Salon) The news of recent research documenting how readers identify with the main characters in stories has mostly been taken as confirmation of the value of literary role models. Lisa Libby, an assistant professor at Ohio State University and co-author of a study published in the Journal of Personality and Social Psychology, explained that subjects who read a short story in which the protagonist overcomes obstacles in order to vote were more likely to vote themselves several days later.
The suggestibility of readers isn’t news. Johann Wolfgang von Goethe’s novel of a sensitive young man destroyed by unrequited love, “The Sorrows of Young Werther,” inspired a rash of suicides by would-be Werthers in the late 1700s. Jack Kerouac has launched a thousand road trips. Still, this is part of science’s job: Running empirical tests on common knowledge — if for no other reason than because common knowledge (and common sense) is often wrong.
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Laura Miller is a senior writer for Salon. She is the author of "The Magician's Book: A Skeptic's Adventures in Narnia" and has a Web site, magiciansbook.com. More Laura Miller.
“The Aleppo Codex”: The bizarre history of a precious book
A reporter traces the shadowy fate of the definitive version of the Hebrew Bible
Matti Friedman An ancient and priceless book, a murky history of evasions and coverups, an underground of sinister and possibly violent dealers, a former spy who drops tantalizing hints and a wily 84-year-old millionaire who says stuff like, “The problem with this story is that it could damage your health”: Are these the ingredients for a cheesy, improbable historical thriller? Yet “The Aleppo Codex,” Matti Friedman’s account of his attempts to learn the history of one of the world’s most precious books, sports all of these assets, and it’s nonfiction. If reporting this story damaged Friedman’s health, it probably happened when he realized what he’d stumbled into and his reporter’s heart started beating in doubletime.
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Laura Miller is a senior writer for Salon. She is the author of "The Magician's Book: A Skeptic's Adventures in Narnia" and has a Web site, magiciansbook.com. More Laura Miller.
Augusten Burroughs: Conquer trauma by letting it go
Salon exclusive: The best-selling memoirist says past horrors haunt us because we think about them too much. Stop
Augusten Burroughs Many people continue to feel influenced and even controlled by the things that happened to them a long time ago. Sometimes, people harbor dark, traumatic memories from childhood. Or fragments of memories — incomplete scenes, uncomfortable feelings, perhaps even a sense of certainty that something specific and terrible happened to them, but little more than this.
Others experienced something traumatic in adulthood that continues to affect them day to day many years later. Maybe an assault has left a person afraid to leave their home or enter a particular neighborhood.
Continue Reading CloseAugusten Burroughs' many books include "Runnning With Scissors," "Dry," "Sellevision," "Magical Thinking" and "Possible Side Effects." His latest book is "This Is How." More Augusten Burroughs.
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