Jessica Berger Gross is the editor of "About What Was Lost: 20 Writers on Miscarriage, Healing, and Hope" (Plume). She lives in Cambridge, Mass.

Jessica Berger Gross's Salon stories

Thursday, Jan 3, 2008 04:32 PST

The baby I turned away

I was desperate to adopt a girl from India -- until I discovered she might have developmental problems. Will I ever stop thinking about the child I rejected?

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