Eating Disorders

Dying to be the next Gisele

Crystal Renn almost starved to death to be in Vogue. She finally got there, after she embraced her natural curves

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Dying to be the next GiseleCrystal Renn

When Crystal Renn was 14 years old, a modeling scout showed up at her charm school (yes, really) in Clinton, Miss., showed her a picture of supermodel Gisele Bundchen, and said, “That could be you.” There was only one catch: The healthy, 5-foot-9, 165-pound cheerleader would need to shave 9 inches off her 43-inch hips to get work.

In her new memoir, “Hungry: A Young Model’s Story of Appetite, Ambition, and the Ultimate Embrace of Curves” (co-written with Marjorie Ingall), Renn tells the story of how she lost 70 pounds and landed a quarter-million-dollar modeling contract at 16 — which was not her happy ending but the gateway to her personal hell. Renn developed anorexia and exercise bulimia, subsisting for years on “lettuce with a side of batshit,” and joining two gyms so that no one would notice her working out up to eight hours a day.

And still, it was not enough. Dangerously underweight at 98 pounds, Renn took a test photo for her agency in which her collarbone juts out like a shelf and her arms look about as strong as pussy willows. Her agent’s opinion: “You’re too heavy here.” It only got worse when, despite her continued starvation and obsessive exercise, she began gaining back the weight. After she hit Size 4, the then 18-year-old was hauled into her agency for a come-to-Jesus talk. Staring at a Polaroid of Renn in which she still looks utterly waifish to a layperson’s eye, the agent declared, “The thighs need to come down.”

Upon hearing that, writes Renn, “Something snapped.” She quit working for that agency, and Ford Models soon signed her to their plus division — accurately predicting that once Renn returned to her natural size, she’d be a superstar — then waited patiently while she taught herself to eat again.

Today, Crystal Renn is the most successful plus-size model in America, not only showing off the latest from Lane Bryant but competing with “straight” models for coveted jobs she once believed she’d never get if she let a drop of oil pass her lips. Back around 165 pounds and wearing a Size 12, she has starred in an ad for Dolce & Gabbana, walked the runway for Jean Paul Gaultier, and finally achieved the very ambition she nearly died for: being photographed by Steven Meisel for Vogue. She recently posed nude for a forthcoming Glamour spread celebrating plus size models — who have become something to celebrate in large part because of Renn’s mainstream success, even if Lizzi Miller’s oddly captivating belly roll is currently taking all the credit.

Now that she has her curves and her personality back, Renn’s more in demand than she ever was as a thin model, when photographers found her listless and vacant. “The stereotype of models is that we’re brain-dead,” she writes, “but some of us are just starving.”

By the time you were in sixth grade, diet talk was already rampant among your peers, and you learned about eating disorders from other girls at the strict Christian school you were attending. But for a while, you seemed almost immune and refused to participate in the traditional “I hate my body” bonding rituals. How do you think you managed to tune it all out at first, and what changed?

I was the goth girl. People called me “witch.” My best friend, however, was very different. She liked to roll her shorts up — you know, at the Christian Academy. It’s a different type of personality, I think. She was definitely prone to [dieting], and that’s where I saw it for the first time. It started with SnackWells and fat-free things, and I remember thinking, “Why don’t you just eat the real thing? Why do you eat this stuff?” She would count out how many cookies she would have. A couple of times she bragged about puking. I just thought, “That’s so gross! Why would anyone do that?”

My mother was never on me about my weight. I think that once you get neurotic about what’s in your kids’ mouths, that’s where some things start. But it was never like that in my house. It was only later when, you know, a scout comes to you and offers you the dream of the world — I just latched on and went, yeah, sure, I’ll diet. I’m the type of person that is quite extreme. It’s either yes or no. And here’s this scout, like, “You’re gonna be a model — you can travel the world and make a lot of money, and get out of Clinton, Mississippi! All you have to do is lose 9 inches off of your hips!” I was 14 years old. I just said yes. It didn’t even cross my mind what I would be doing to myself. It didn’t even, at that time, matter.

And what started out as this tremendous boost to your self-esteem — hey, kid, you could be a supermodel! — ended up undermining your confidence. You lose 70 pounds, you get to New York, and everyone in the industry starts analyzing your appearance to death. There’s always something wrong.

I have this observation about the “most beautiful girls in the world” — models, right? They’re constantly being put down for their looks. An average, everyday girl who’s absolutely beautiful — let’s say a pageant girl, maybe not a model — everyone praises her: “How beautiful you are!” You go into modeling, it’s a completely different story. The most beautiful girl in the world would be completely picked apart.

You were still anorexic and obsessively exercising when you started to gain weight again, but the people at your agency just told you to diet and work out more, because they assumed you were slacking. I think a lot of people don’t realize that’s how it often works — when you’re starving, eventually your body will start fighting to keep weight on.

Exactly. You could be eating 800 calories a day, every single day, it doesn’t even matter, but your body does start to gain weight. Honestly, I think that was the most difficult thing at the time. It was like, “I’m doing everything right! I don’t understand why it’s not working!” And with the type of mind that I have, that makes me go crazy. But I mean, thank God it happened, because look where I am now. Now I’m able to tell people, “Avoid the diets, because you will gain it back, most likely, and you’re just going to live in a hellish world while doing it.”

You talk in the book about how everyone in the industry claims this impossibly thin standard is someone else’s fault. We only want the thinnest possible girls because they fit the sample sizes, or because designers want them, or because magazine editors do — and the editors say it’s only what consumers demand. Where do you begin to unravel who’s really responsible, and how do you fix it?

I think, ideally, it starts with sample sizes. A Size 10 for the sample sizes would be a great start — up from, like, what? A 2? A 0? That’s a huge step. Then they could pin the clothes to very thin girls, the ones who are naturally thin, but curvier girls, like a size 14, could get into them. I know that, because I’m a 12, and I’ve been able to get into sample sizes — you know, with a lot of effort [laughs] — but I do editorials all the time, and sometimes we have to work with it. And you can absolutely pin the clothes down. I have size 24s pinned to me all the time. So I think a 10 would be a great starting place so no one could say, “Oh, well, the sample sizes are the reason we don’t hire bigger girls.”

Now, who do we go to next? Is it the designers? Is it the editors? I think then, it’s about changing people’s minds about what beauty is. And that starts also in society. I think every day, women feel helpless against the ideals set for them, but I think that they could step up. They can write to magazines. They can say, “We demand to see a variety of women.” I don’t want to see only a size 14 in magazines — I want to see all women. All different sizes, all different hair colors, skin colors, eyes. Not only is that interesting and creative, I also think it’s important for women’s self-esteem.

Speaking of that, I was a bit surprised to read that you’re basically fine with all the Photoshopping magazines do these days.

Photoshop is a part of the business. It is a fantasy. I think people need to be aware, sure, that there is Photoshop. And I think a lot of people do know — maybe not enough. I think it only becomes bad when you completely change the entire person. Like, let’s say a Size 16 actress shows up to the shoot, and she ends up looking like a 6. Why didn’t you hire the Size 6 actress, if you were so adamant about showcasing a Size 6? I think that’s when it becomes a little iffy, because then you’re basically lying to the public. But yeah, sure, smoothing things out, making the clothes look good, taking out the zit — I think that’s definitely OK. Don’t make me a Size 2 in Photoshop. However, yeah, sure, retouch the zit, please! It’s a magazine shoot. We’re supposed to step it up.

In an industry where, as “The Devil Wears Prada” taught us, “6 is the new 14,” you’re a Size 12 sometimes getting work that would usually go to Size 00 models. Does that represent a shift in the fashion world, or are you an anomaly? Is anyone else crossing over like that?

I don’t know about other people and what their dreams and goals are. Since I was 14 years old, I had a dream: I want to be in Vogue. I want to travel the world doing editorials, and working in high fashion. That is why I starved myself. That is why I almost lost my life. Because I wanted it that bad.

So when my body wouldn’t allow me to do that, I decided I’d rather not lose my life, and I would like to continue my dream. I thought, you know what? I’m gonna keep the dream, different path. I didn’t lose hope, I didn’t lose confidence, I just said let’s channel it differently. I think that’s why I’ve accomplished the things I have, even at this size, because I never gave up.

And I was on the people around me to treat me no different than a Size 0. I was like, “Send me to those photographers! Send me, and see what happens. The worst thing they’re gonna say is, ‘No way.’ And then, whatever, then we go to the next one. The interesting thing about Ford [modeling agency], as opposed to other agencies, is that they have many different categories of models. So when you’re with an agency that’s that supportive of a variety, I have to say, the judgment is way, way less. And the pressure is off. They were completely, 100 percent behind me, and because of them, I was able to do what I do. Another agency would have said, “No way.”

You say in the book that you think the pendulum is starting to swing toward larger models getting more work and respect — it almost has to, since there’s no way models could get any smaller. But the thing about pendulums is, they inevitably swing both ways. Do you think there’s real change happening, or are we just going to go right back to an emaciated standard in 10 years, once the industry gets bored with curves again?

Just like anything, it’s a cycle. In the ’50s, it was all about big boobs. ’60s, it was all about very skinny legs, very skinny frames, Twiggy. Then you’ve got the ’80s, with these Amazonian women, who were tall, you know — wide shoulders, boobs, hips, powerful. Then you go to the ’90s, you’ve got waifs again. Then you go to now — what is “now”? Nothing’s really “in,” there’s nothing to define “now.” But I think definitely the ’90s have spilled over, and it’s probably become more extreme.

You’re right. It is going to swing back, because it has to. But I think instead of swinging back to one body type, I’m going to say it again, there should be a variety. Nobody should look on the runway and see only 14s. That’s ridiculous. I think there should be all different sizes on the runway, and I think that should be what’s modern. Let’s stop making one body type cool for a decade and start to say all shapes and sizes are accepted — and not only accepted, but absolutely ideal, the most beautiful. Health! Health is the most beautiful.

Kate Harding is the co-author of "Lessons From the Fatosphere: Quit Dieting and Declare a Truce With Your Body" and has been a regular contributor to Salon's Broadsheet.

Let’s beat up on Britney Spears!

Round 15,687, now with anorexia, bulimia and diet pill abuse.

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Ho-hum. Another day, another way to eviscerate Britney Spears — this time starring bingeing, purging and diet pill abuse.

As you’ll no doubt recall, just a little over a year ago Spears wobbled around in her underwear onstage at the MTV Video Music Awards in a performance universally dubbed disastrous — from her lackluster dancing to her inability to remember the words to her own song (that she was lip-syncing). Among Britney’s much-lamented MTV gaffes: Her scantily clad body didn’t look exactly like it did before she had her two sons. (Did anyone need another reminder that the maternal body gets no respect in our culture? Right, I didn’t think so.)

Well, guess what, folks? Now, apparently Britney’s lost a bunch of weight, so it’s time to revel in the sordid details of her long-rumored disordered eating! According to a source close to one of her bodyguards  quoted in Star magazine — and every celeb gossip blog, not to mention the Sydney Morning Herald — Britney has been bingeing and purging and abusing diuretic diet pills in pursuit of her newly svelte figure.

There’s even a cute buzzword for Brit’s affliction: “bulimorexic.” Get it? Bulimic and anorexic! Wait until the pro-ana groups over on Facebook get a load of this! A source told the Star: “Britney is thrilled she has finally got her pre-baby body.”

So, let’s review: Either Britney’s a flabby mommy who can’t lose the baby weight fast enough and has no business showing off her naked gut in public (bad Britney!) or she’s super-trim but bingeing and barfing to get that way (bad Britney!).

Yuck. After yet another cycle of gorging on Spears’ misfortune, I’m feeling a bit Britneyorexic myself.

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Childhood, a time of carefree play … and crash diets?

In Britain, there's an increase in kids under 10 being hospitalized for eating disorders.

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The first time I went on a diet, I was 9 years old. I was a scrappy kid who played Little League and ran track; I didn’t actually have any extra weight to lose, but it seemed fun in a grown-up way, in the way that slathering my face with rouge and running a pink Daisy razor over the downy hair on my shins seemed fun. My mom was on a diet, so I went on one. Hey everybody, let’s eat rice cakes and guzzle Diet Coke! It’s a par-tay!

I was so proud of this diet that I went to school and told all my girlfriends — about calories and cellulite and why blueberry muffins were deadly. I practically held court on the playground, as little girls listened with rapt attention to the hell that would happen to their thighs if they ate another Bomb pop. What strikes me about this story is: 1) Wow, that is all kind of sad. 2) Back then, the idea of diets and calorie consumption and starvation diets were foreign to kids, at least the ones I grew up around. 3) I somehow internalized the idea that it was cool to diet, something I really didn’t let go of until much later in life.

Today we get word from the UPI that, in Britain, “an increasing number of children under the age of 10 are being hospitalized with eating disorders and self-inflicted injuries.” This is what we call KGOY (kids getting older younger). This is also what we call sad.

Here’s an interesting part of that study, too. The majority of those children under 10 are boys. “The Department of Health said more than 270 boys and 163 girls under the age of 10 were admitted to hospitals with eating disorders in the past four years, The Daily Telegraph reported Tuesday.” This dovetails with the rising trend of “manorexia” and news last month that former Deputy Prime Minister John Prescott of Britain suffered from bulimia. But it’s also rather startling. This isn’t really the kind of parity we were after.

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Sarah Hepola is an editor at Salon.

Study: Most women “disordered eaters”

Self magazine finds that 75 percent of women have an unhealthy relationship with food.

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Self magazine — publisher of headlines like “The 10-Calorie Secret,” “Drop Weight, Look Great and Never Go to the Gym” and “Shortcut to your Best Body,” as the F-word pointed out — just published an alarming survey of disordered eating among women. Holy hypocrisy! In all fairness, though, Self is one of the least culpable among women’s glossies and certainly deserves credit for undertaking the study with the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill.

Now, brace yourselves for the results of this survey of 4,023: Sixty-five percent of women ages 25 to 45 engage in disordered eating, “such as skipping meals or cutting out food groups.” (If skipping a meal doesn’t register as particularly unhealthy, note that these are cases in which the women say it’s “associated with emotional and physical distress.”) In addition, 10 percent of women report behaviors consistent with anorexia, bulimia and binging. Other findings, as summarized by the press release:

–67 percent of women (excluding those with actual eating disorders) are trying to lose weight
–53 percent of dieters are already at a healthy weight and are still trying to lose weight
— 39 percent of women say concerns about what they eat or weigh interfere with their happiness
–37 percent regularly skip meals to try to lose weight
–27 percent would be “extremely upset” if they gained just five pounds
–26 percent cut out entire food groups
–16 percent have dieted on 1,000 calories a day or fewer
–13 percent smoke to lose weight
–12 percent often eat when they’re not hungry; 49 percent sometimes do

Cynthia R. Bulik of the UNC School of Medicine added a rotten cherry to this sickening sundae: “More than 31 percent of women in the survey reported that in an attempt to lose weight they had induced vomiting or had taken laxatives, diuretics or diet pills at some point in their life. Among these women, more than 50 percent engaged in purging activities at least a few times a week.”

I believe this calls for a moment of feigned naiveté: Will the study’s findings — particularly that most female dieters are already at a healthy weight — impact future health and beauty coverage by Self and the rest of the glossy gang?

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“Why do these men want to coach little girls?”

Former national champ Jennifer Sey exposes the anorexia and sexual and mental abuse that are rampant in elite women's gymnastics.

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In the years between Mary Lou Retton’s historic victory at the 1984 Olympics and Kim Zmeskal’s dominance in the early 1990s, American gymnastics was in a bad way. Most of our gymnasts lacked the finesse of their counterparts in Eastern Bloc states like Russia and Romania, where children were plucked from their homes almost as soon as they could walk, and U.S. coaches struggled to produce another breakout star. Jennifer Sey was one of their best hopes.

At 15, Sey left her New Jersey home for the Parkettes National Gymnastic Training Center in Allentown, Pa., where she boarded alone in an unheated room in exchange for a chance to become a champion. Under the tutelage of Bill and Donna Strauss, a husband-and-wife coaching team notorious for producing winners by any means necessary, she accomplished just that — nabbing the U.S. National title in 1986. But Sey was never quite talented or powerful enough to be hailed as the second coming of Retton and eventually, burned out by the pressure to stay skinny and the pain of competing on barely healed broken bones, she retired.

In her new memoir, “Chalked Up,” Sey recounts the casual brutality of the sport to which she devoted her childhood. There was the coach who hurled a folding chair at a girl who couldn’t perform a difficult maneuver on the uneven bars, and the one who used the gym’s loudspeaker to humiliate a 10-year-old for gaining one pound. Sey herself spent the last few years of her career on a fruit and laxative diet, working out for eight hours a day while recovering from a series of increasingly nasty injuries, including a clean break of the femur, the strongest bone in the body. Eating disorders were rampant in the sport, and physical and sexual abuse not uncommon, despite — or perhaps because of — the fact that women’s gymnastics is dominated by little girls.

Sey spoke with Salon by phone from her home in San Francisco.

What struck me when reading your book was how incredibly hard it is to protect young gymnasts when there are so many incentives for coaches and other adults not to act in the kids’ best interests.

I think this is tied to our culture as a whole and how we prioritize winning over everything else. That’s why you see steroid use. It’s even related to corporate malfeasance — winning is the most important thing, so the ends justify the means. The problem is exacerbated in gymnastics, because the girls are so young that they’re ripe to be taken advantage of. It doesn’t happen all the time — I was just writing about what my experience has been — but it is a powder keg of circumstances.

Is it possible that you were just the victim of rogue coaches? I know the Parkettes Training Center has a particularly bad reputation — it was even the subject of an unflattering CNN documentary in 2003.

[This behavior] is endemic to the sport. I think my coaches employed some tactics in my training that were pretty tough to take, pretty aggressive and harsh. They were known at the time for being incredibly tough on us about our weight, which I think has been tempered over the years. But I wouldn’t want to make any sort of judgment that they’re better or worse than anyone else. I think their perspective is, “You come to us to become champions, and this is what will be required.”

Were they actively encouraging you to develop an eating disorder?

Yes, absolutely. I don’t think they would say, “Go throw up,” or “We want you to be anorexic,” but the fact is that they were asking us to do things that were impossible without engaging in behaviors that were dangerous. People weren’t quite as sophisticated in their understanding of eating disorders then as they are now, so I don’t know if they understood that there were long-term psychological and physical effects.

Back in the early ’90s, Christy Henrich, whom I competed with, died from anorexia. She’d been told that she wasn’t a viable athlete at the weight she was competing at, and she proceeded to whittle herself down to about 55 pounds. There was sort of an outcry, and the sport came under scrutiny for that, and there has been a shift, which is great. I also think the skills [today] are so incredibly difficult that they require a lot of power, and that has prompted a change. The sport can be a bit trendy, and certain body types come in and out — I hope this one sticks, but we’ll see.

I’m fascinated by what made your coaches Bill and Donna Strauss tick — you portray them as so nasty to the young girls in their care, and so oblivious to their mental and physical health. Does it bother you that they’re still coaching kids?

I was willing to take [the abuse] because I wanted to win. So I don’t actually have a problem with them coaching. What I would like is for the methods they employ around weight to be modified — that wreaks havoc on young girls. I would like for there to be some guidelines for no training while you’re injured. I called [the Strausses] out because they were my coaches, but I don’t think they are so different from others who coach at the highest levels today. What made them tick was that they wanted girls who won, they wanted their club to be the best, and that clouded their vision.

You portray the Parkettes team doctor, Dr. Dixon, as something of a charlatan, a man who deferred to your coaches about medical decisions and sent you back to the gym to train with a concussion in one instance, a freshly broken ankle in another.

The way he would probably present himself is that he aided you in getting back to your goal. It’s easy to look back and say that as a doctor, he should have had my physical and mental health at heart, but he saw my best interests as getting me back into the gym so I could compete and win. I think that most orthopods and specialists who treat high-level athletes are probably very similar. If you talk to the doctor for the San Francisco 49ers, they probably send people into play who aren’t 100 percent. What made the situation unique is that we were children.

In one scene, you describe the indignity of getting bawled out about your weight by the National Team coach, Don Peters, when you were actually extremely tiny and suffering from an eating disorder. But in the same passage, you describe two fellow gymnasts, Pam and Yolande, as “lumber[ing],” “lumpy” and “elephantine.”

The fact is, when you have an eating disorder, you don’t see things clearly — body dysmorphia is part of the disorder. I thought of myself as not nearly as thin as I would’ve liked to be, and I saw other people in an unclear way as well. What I was trying to do is put you into the mind-set I was experiencing at the time. I looked at those girls, and I thought they were bigger than me. They weren’t big, but I was 16 years old, and I didn’t see my body clearly. I didn’t have the luxury of any kind of objectivity. I saw them as heavy, because the accepted aesthetic was thinner.

Do you still see that?

No! I’ve seen pictures since, and I think it’s horrendous that I could’ve thought that. But if I recall, I did indicate that a girl was elephantine within the sport of gymnastics, within that world. Yolande was heavy — she was 10, 15 pounds heavier than the average girl who competed at that level. I don’t think I was casting aspersions so much as providing context.

Throughout the book, you make elliptical references to male coaches who are attracted to young girls and imply that your own personal coach, John, was one of them. What did you mean when you said that he was “lewd and lascivious” and “may have liked being near all the barely dressed teens, but … never explicitly let on”?

He was never inappropriate with us, but he was a really flirty guy, and we all saw that. And sometimes the women he flirted with were very close to our age — 18, 19 years old, and we were 15 or 16. There were a lot of things he did that made me feel weird — he was a weird guy. The conditions of the sport are strange, and that was what I was trying to say. Most men that coach women gymnasts have never been gymnasts themselves. So I always wondered, even as a child: Why do these men want to coach little girls? In some instances, it’s purely financial. But I think in the minority of cases, there are men who are interested in little girls.

You repeat a rumor that Don Peters had a sexual relationship with a young gymnast in his care. That’s a pretty explosive charge — do you have any evidence for it?

I was trying to point to what our mind-set was, what it was like for us. We understood that there was a strong likelihood that there was an impropriety there. Whether or not it was true was kind of beside the point. We lived in an environment where there was some illicit behavior suspected, and none of the adults would intervene. Nobody cared enough about her to dig into it. Whether it was true or not, somebody should have said something, somebody should have done something, somebody should have asked.

Do you think it was true?

I don’t think it’s pertinent to the story I was trying to tell.

What if Don reads the book and feels that you are libeling him?

I’m sure he will read the book — I think most coaches will. It was a hot rumor, and I was trying to explain the conditions we were working under, so I don’t have a problem if he reads it. My intent has never been to write an exposé about all the tawdry things that happen in gymnastics, just to explain what it was like for me and for girls like me.

But it will be functioning as an exposé …

Absolutely, I understand that’s how people will read it.

What kind of reaction are you anticipating from coaches and others in the gymnastics community?

For people who love gymnastics, who want to see it thrive, I think they’ll say, “Yes, this exposes a dark side to our sport, but we have practices and regulations in place to try to overcome some of these things.” I think that people who feel defensive about it will be very angry. The Strausses, who have an advance copy, are already quite defensive about it. But this is what happened to me. I’m not trying to bring them down, and I’m not trying to bring their gym down. But all coaches have an obligation to realize that they’re not just raising champions, they’re raising young women. Hopefully they’ll maybe think twice about some of the practices they might employ. I love the sport — I don’t want the sport to go down. I just want people to think differently.

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Old, fat, male … and bulimic?

John Prescott's recent revelation reminds us that eating disorders aren't just a female thing.

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“Does John Prescott’s admission that he suffered from bulimia while deputy prime minister deserve sympathy, suspicion or ridicule?” asks the Guardian’s Matthew Weaver, introducing a roundup of the British media’s coverage of Prescott’s recent revelation. Unlike Princess Diana, the last famous British bulimic I can recall hearing about all the way over here, Prescott is old, male and fat — triply turning our stereotypical image of a person with an eating disorder on its head. Predictably, this means the coverage includes mockery from those who think the portly politician must not have been trying hard enough at bulimia, as well as endless variations on the theme of, “But … but … eating disorders are for girls!”

While shame is a hallmark of bulimia in general, Prescott notes that his own embarrassment stemmed specifically from the emasculating aspect of having a disorder that’s typically associated with young girls. Of his first visit to a bulimia specialist, Prescott has written, “I turned up and found his waiting room full of young women. I was the only man there. I felt a right twerp.” Former bulimic and professional weirdo Uri Geller, quoted in Weaver’s roundup, puts an even finer point on it: “No one expects a man, especially a successful one, to have an eating disorder. It seems such a weakness.”

But naturally, we’re supposed to expect weakness from girls. (Can you imagine me rolling my eyes?) The stereotypical image of an eating disorder sufferer — a scrawny, attention-seeking teenage girl — makes the problem seem simple enough to solve. You just send a tough guy in to demand that she eat normally and quit barfing, already! But now John Prescott has gone and threatened to wreck that image and reveal something much more complex: that 10 percent of diagnosed bulimics and 20 percent of new cases are men; that a compulsion to throw up your food isn’t just about weight control, and most bulimics are not underweight; that these disorders aren’t restricted to kids who will eventually grow out of it; and that bulimia is not a personal weakness but a dangerous mental illness.

If you really can’t figure out whether that’s something that deserves sympathy, suspicion or ridicule, I don’t want to know you.

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Kate Harding is the co-author of "Lessons From the Fatosphere: Quit Dieting and Declare a Truce With Your Body" and has been a regular contributor to Salon's Broadsheet.

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