My life is so messed up.  I know you have heard it all, been there, done that.

Here goes ... I am in love with my ex-boyfriend's girlfriend, who actually dated him throughout our courtship.  She had been dating him for four years, when he ensnared me.  He played with me for about a year, then I ended up in the loony bin.  At the time I was dealing with a divorce (from my infidelity), and crushing self-esteem issues.

I have messed around with various men and now I am in complete love (lust?) with this girl.  We hang out all the time.  The only problem is she insists on telling me her every sexual encounter with my ex, her boyfriend.

I want her to focus on me, not the asshole who will never love her, since he is still hunting and having affairs with other women, which she is aware of.  WTF?  Why can't I have a normal relationship?  I actually wrote a letter to myself today at work telling myself how not to have feelings for anyone, ever.  Is this my future?

Messed Up

Dear Messed Up,

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