Joshua Cohen

Into the heart of China

On summer vacation, Joshua Cohen and a fellow English teacher based in Hunan venture into the rural north to visit their star student -- and get a glimpse of rural realities.

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We were going 40 miles per hour on the motorcycle when we had the accident. It was a clear, sunny summer afternoon in northern China; the road was straight and smooth. We had left at 9 that morning and had made great time with little traffic. I was sitting on the back of the bike, blithely enjoying the weather, when without warning an irresistible force slammed me forward into Paul’s back as the tires shrieked bloody murder, dragging us to a dead stop as we fought to keep from flipping.

I wasn’t surprised by the accident; I was surprised it hadn’t happened sooner. We had been jolting our way through northern China for half a month on our Shanghai-made motorcycle, bouncing over rock-, bottle- and pothole-strewn roads, dodging oncoming trucks and cars, swerving around stray fruit stands, errant bicyclists and (except for one memorable incident) stray chickens. We had been averaging two breakdowns a day on the shoddy vehicle — everything from punctured tires to burned points — and our effortless morning ride had left us wary, if elated. Our near-death experience promptly quashed that.

After a brief pause to pry my glasses out of Paul’s back and catch our breath, we determined the cause of the accident: The aluminum chain guard had fallen off again, this time winding itself like party bunting through the spokes of the back wheel, locking it firmly. It took us an hour of prying and poking to disentangle the mess, but finally we managed to free ourselves and limp on, our shock-distended chain flapping slackly beneath us.

The reason we were there, a hundred miles from nowhere, was to visit Michael, a student at the college in Hunan where we taught English. In a classroom full of bored and restless students, Michael stood out: He didn’t nap, spit or read comic books in class; he always arrived on time; he helped us with out-of-class projects; although a novice English speaker, he translated a French instruction manual for a pocket computer by guesswork and analogy well enough to program his daily schedule into it. And, unlike most of our other students, who came from well-connected families in the provincial capital, Michael came from a tiny farming village in north China, one of the poorest regions of the country, on the border between Ningxia and Gansu provinces.

So when he stuffed a scrap of paper with his address into Paul’s hand just before the end of term, we felt obliged to make an effort to drop by.

The first man we showed the scrap of paper to pointed us down one of the two paved streets that constituted the town. At the other end of the street another man pointed us back the way we had come. We were yo-yoed several times this way until we chanced upon a farmer walking beside the road. He looked at the paper and pointed to a narrow dirt path leading off the paved road toward the distant surrounding hills.

The trail was the petrified record of a generation’s worth of cart and bicycle traffic. I dismounted so Paul could negotiate the heaves and ruts carefully on the bike. Ahead, a skinny boy in a blue cotton Mao jacket watched openmouthed as we approached the outskirts of a mud village. We showed him our slip of paper and he promptly vanished, reappearing a minute later with a crowd of curious villagers, none of whom was Michael. The villagers encircled us and began enthusiastically quizzing us on our age, marital status, occupation and salary until Michael arrived several minutes later. He beamed as he squeezed through the crowd of babbling farmers, obviously surprised that we had come. Our arrival would doubtless be the talk of the town; the last foreigner to visit was a surly Russian engineer 15 years before, who stayed just long enough to survey the nearby hills before vanishing during the night without a trace. Michael hopped onto the back of the motorcycle and I trotted behind as we threaded our way through the crowd into the village.

The village seemed to have been carved out of the yellow clay countryside itself. Michael steered us down the main street, a wide dirt avenue bordered by high adobe walls that were interrupted only by narrow cross streets and weathered wooden doors. Evil-tempered dogs were chained to each door, attempting to supplement their meager diet of rice and vegetable scraps with unwary passersby. The dogs were cunning enough to lie motionless on top of their chain next to the door, preventing me from estimating their reach, then suddenly lunging just as I came into range. After two episodes of this I played it safe by sliding along the opposite wall whenever I encountered a dog.

Finally, Michael told Paul to pull over and he hopped off. He opened a set of wooden doors and directed Paul to drive through. Inside was a 30-foot-square paved courtyard flanked by two low cinder-block buildings — the family home. Michael asked if we would like to wash up before dinner. He apologized in advance for the simple food; he hadn’t known when we were coming and his family hadn’t had a chance to prepare a special meal. I asked to use the bathroom and was told it was behind the kitchen building on the right. In the rear of the kitchen I found a small vegetable garden but no bathroom or outhouse. Thinking he hadn’t understood what I wanted, I went back to ask again. “Toilet,” I said clearly, repeating in Mandarin, “Ce suo.” He nodded vigorously, led me behind the kitchen and waved toward the garden; I understood. Wedging myself deeply between two rows of corn, I dropped my pants and squatted. I hadn’t wedged myself deeply enough, I discovered, when a rash of high-pitched giggles caused me to turn and look up into the faces of a flock of children watching me raptly from the main street over a low section of wall. I smiled, waved and called out hello — “Ni hao!” — to shrieks of delight.

We ate dinner in the living quarters, a single-roomed, 20-by-30-foot
building lit by two bare bulbs dangling from the rafters by wires.
We ate
atop a kang, an 8-foot-square, waist-high adobe cube that served as
bed,
couch and table. Michael, his father, uncle, Paul and I ate
cross-legged
around a special low table set directly atop the kang. Though Michael’s
family
wasn’t Muslim, the region was heavily influenced by the culture and
religion
imported by the silk traders a thousand years before, and the women ate
in the
kitchen. After dinner, Michael’s father, a gentle, taciturn man, smoked
a
cigarette wedged vertically into a tiny pipe while we played cards. At
his
suggestion, Michael offered to show us his family’s fields.

The sun was setting behind the hills as we walked out of town. Often
we encountered farmers driving their flocks of sheep home through the
streets.
In the narrow, walled streets we were forced to move aside and clung to
the
walls like victims of a woolly flash flood.

Low hills broke the countryside into small plains. The villagers grew
wheat communally on the plains, but each family had its own private plot
at the
bottom of an arroyo cut into the earth by a small tributary of the Yellow
River.
The region received little rain, so the plots were intensively irrigated.
In the
roseate glow of the sunset, Michael led us down a path to show us his
father’s
corn, soybeans, sunflowers and watermelons. Every watermelon patch was
overlooked by a tiny adobe structure.

“What are these for?” I asked Michael.

“Guardhouses,” he said.

I pictured hordes of raiding Mongols sweeping down from the north,
hellbent on pillage, bloodshed and watermelon. “No,” he said. “In the
summertime, at night, children creep in to steal watermelons to eat. I
used to
do that,” he admitted with a shy smile. “It was exciting.”

Night had fallen by the time we got back. A routine power failure had
left the streets pitch black except for the occasional oil lamp or
bobbing
cigarette tip of a passing farmer. Michael seemed able to see in the
dark, but
Paul and I had to feel our way along the walls like cave crickets.

Unfortunately, the dogs shared Michael’s skill; crouching in the dark
like ninjas, no doubt holding their chains in their mouths to prevent
telltale
clinks, they waited silently until we were in range, then exploded in our
faces
like ravenous demons. In the end, though, their voracity saved us; in
their
haste for blood they always leaped a moment too soon, before we reached
chain length, and we managed to make it home unpunctured.

The next morning, stiff from having slept on what was, essentially, a
giant brick, we breakfasted on porridge and then went to watch the wheat
harvest. Wheat, rather than rice, is north China’s primary grain. The
concrete
village square was a warehouse of 10-foot piles of harvested stalks.
The
villagers would rake each pile into a flat circle and a farmer would
drive furious
circles on a toylike tractor, towing a small millstone over the stalks.
Next,
villagers flailed the stalks with wooden flails to further shear off the
grains, and
then others with homemade pitchforks cast the material high into the air
to
separate out the stalks. Women using sheaves of wheat continuously swept
the
remaining material into tighter and tighter circles. After the stalks
had been
removed, the wheat was scooped onto flat baskets and thrown high into the
air
to winnow out the hulls. The remaining knee-high pile of grain was
bagged
and loaded aboard a cart destined for the mill. Everyone took part in
the work,
and the children, playing hide-and-seek in the piles, enjoyed it
thoroughly.

That night another power failure again plunged us into darkness.
Michael suggested we visit his uncle to play cards by the light of an oil
lamp.
As we crossed the now empty village square, the sound of pouring water
drew
us on until Michael suddenly stopped and greeted someone. The pouring
stopped momentarily as a man replied, then resumed as Michael explained:
“This is my middle school teacher. He wants to know how I’m doing in
school.”

He introduced us; the pouring stopped again and a hand fumbled
toward mine in the dark, and the pouring resumed. A burst of light
from a camera revealed a
young man pouring water from a well into a basin at his feet. The flash
froze
the man in mid-pour, the individual droplets twinkling like gems. In the
darkness we struggled awkwardly to assume some semblance of a proper
pose,
standing shoulder to shoulder, but again Michael’s photo caught us by
surprise — Paul’s gaze wandering down at his feet as I squinted blindly at my
invisible
neighbor. After another attempt we managed to take a proper Chinese
photo,
the three of us touching each others’ shoulders, offering stiff,
self-conscious
smiles to the camera. Michael spoke a few more words to the teacher, and
we
said goodbye. The man had chores to do, and the harvest wasn’t over yet.
“He is proud of me,” Michael said after we left. “He says I must be
doing very well at school for my teachers to visit.”

The next morning, before we left on our long drive home, Michael took
us up into the neighboring hills for a view of the countryside. Though
they
appeared green and grassy from a distance, closer inspection revealed
them to
be covered with only a thin, clinging layer of roots and lichens. Below
us rows
of young trees acting as windbreaks outlined the fields. But outside the
irrigated areas the land was dry and dusty, given over to tough clumps of
native weeds and grasses. Less than 200 miles from the Gobi to
the
west, bordered by the Mongolian grasslands on the north, the region
receives
only a few inches of rain a year, and because of its elevation — over 3,000 feet — it’s cool even in summer; winters are bitterly cold.
Michael
himself looked curiously old. His weathered face and dry hair sprinkled
with
white belied his 19 years, as if growing up in the parched
environment
had aged him prematurely.

The hills ended abruptly at the edge of town in a low wall of yellow
stone cliffs. The base of the cliffs was pierced by a long row of narrow
caves,
8 feet wide, 15 feet deep, cut into the solid rock. The caves
were
empty and open to the elements, their floors covered with a thick deposit
of
yellow sand. I asked Michael where these caves had come from. The
villagers
had cut them, he said. Thirty years before, when his parents had first
arrived,
there had been nothing — no trees, no animals, no food. The villagers had
cut
the caves by hand into the mountains and lived there for three years as
they
scratched their farms out of the soil. Entering one of the caves I
discovered
that I could, in fact, stand upright in the center.

But life was much better now, Michael told me. Ever since Deng Xiao
Ping had embarked on a course of “Socialism with Chinese characteristics,”
opportunities had emerged. Once, you had to have powerful connections in
the Communist Party if you hoped to live well. Now, he said, if you work hard and
take a chance, perhaps anyone can lead a better life. Even people
without
connections. Even him.

I got a Christmas card from Michael last December. He sends me one
every
year from China. He is in Xi’an now, a busy provincial capital, working
as a
manager in a national insurance company. He tells me he is doing very
well.
He says he hopes to come visit me in America some day, for business or
study.
I have no doubt he will.

“How do you celebrate Christmas?”

A Jew in China discovers the travails of life in a land where Westerner equals Christian.

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I crossed the border into Canton, China, to do a year-long stint teaching English at a college in Hunan at the beginning of September 1991, just three days before Yom Kippur. I had grown up in an observant Jewish home — keeping kosher and not working on Saturdays, among other things — so I was determined to observe the Yom Kippur fast, although there wasn’t a synagogue within 200 miles.

Miss Liu, the college escort, a bespectacled young woman just a shade under 5 feet tall, met me at the train station. She told me it would take at least another three days to buy a train ticket to Hunan, so she hailed a cab and deposited me in a room at a hotel for foreigners.

Each morning at 8 sharp we met for breakfast in the hotel’s posh restaurant on the second floor, where slender waitresses in thigh-slit cheongsams pushed carts full of chickens’ feet and spareribs, litchi nuts and sheep intestine oatmeal among the grand, grease-spotted tables. After breakfast we would take a cab to the train station and spend the rest of the morning arguing with hostile ticket bureaucrats who were determined we should never reach Hunan. Then we would walk out for a snack at a streetside noodle stall, do some sightseeing, buy some fruit, break for lunch, do a little more sightseeing, stop for a snack, run some errands, eat an overwhelming dinner at a fancy restaurant, buy some mooncakes for the upcoming mooncake festival, have tea, then part company in the hotel lobby. Of course, we bought plenty of walking-around food during the day to tide us through those between times.

On Yom Kippur morning, though, when Miss Liu arrived at the hotel dining room at 8:05, I told her I wouldn’t be eating anything that day.

“Are you ill?” she cried. “Do you need to see a doctor?”

No, I answered calmly, it’s just a religious observance. I tried to explain Yom Kippur briefly. She furrowed her brow. “You don’t like the food?” she asked after I had finished explaining the meaning of the word “atonement.” “We can go to another restaurant; I’m sure we can find one that serves Western food.”

No, I explained, it was a holiday, a Jewish holiday — I wanted to eat, but I was not allowed to.

Miss Liu spoke excellent English, but this concept was utterly beyond her. The Chinese are the only people on earth more obsessed with food than the Jews. There is no such thing as a fast day in Chinese culture; a holiday means eating more. A fasting holiday is about as comprehensible to the Chinese as a St. Patrick’s Day parade in London.

Miss Liu became frantic — she had been charged with bringing the foreign teacher safely back to the college; if any trouble should befall me, she would be in terrible trouble. “Please tell me the problem,” she begged. “You must eat something.”

I mumbled a vague speech about God, sin and repentance, but finally I realized I couldn’t make her understand. There are Jews in the United States who don’t understand the purpose of the Yom Kippur fast. To be honest, I wasn’t even sure I understood the full purpose of the fast.

Miss Liu’s eyes teared up, and I considered my options: I could make her cry, or I could eat. “Moderation,” Judaism advises. “Flexibility,” China admonishes. “Never make a woman cry,” my father avers. I went downstairs and broke the fast early for the first time since my Bar Mitzvah. “Chinese food is very delicious,” Miss Liu remarked knowingly as I picked uncomfortably at tiny dishes of dumplings and sesame chicken.

What else could I do?

“Can I speak to you a moment in my office?” Mr. Li, a college
administrator, asked me one day after class. Things had seemed to be
going well at the school, though I’d been teaching for only a week; what
could I have done wrong already?

I nervously followed Mr. Li into his office and sat down in the
provided seat. He offered me a cup of tea and began by graciously
thanking
me for coming to his poor country to teach English to their students. He
praised the students’ diligence, and asked me if I had any problems in
the
classroom or at home that he could help with, then went on to extol
mutually beneficial Sino-American relations. After 15 minutes he
finally got down to business in his stilted English.

“Mr. Cohen, please we must ask you to not talk about religion in
class.”

Though I didn’t know it at the time, Americans had a well-deserved bad reputation in China, even among the other foreigners.
Whenever I met a group of Yanks — whether on board a train or in a hostel
lounge — it would take no longer than 10 minutes before the well-used
guitar made its appearance and the interminable Christian folk songs
began. Many Americans come to China expressly for the purpose of
proselytizing. This is illegal, as the Chinese see Christianity as a
threat to
their national sovereignty, so the missionaries must work covertly. Many
work under the pretense of being English teachers. Shortly before I
arrived
in Changsha, an American family had been expelled for baptizing their
students in the local river.

I informed Mr. Li that I was Jewish and did not care to discuss it
with my students.

“I see,” Mr. Li nodded. “But you must not try to teach students
about Christianity. This is not permitted.”

“Don’t worry,” I repeated, “I’m Jewish.”

He nodded again. “But you must not discuss Christ, or Jesus, with
your students.”

I’m Jewish, I repeated patiently; we do not believe in Jesus, and in
any case we do not proselytize.

Mr. Li nodded politely and continued: “Also you cannot talk
about Jesus to students even in your own room, even if they ask you.
That
is also not permitted.”

I repeated that I was Jewish, and went on to
explain
at length the difference between Christians and Jews. It would be
impossible for me to “convert” students to Judaism because it is
forbidden,
I said. He smiled patiently.

“It is against the law to do these things,” he continued. “If you
discuss Jesus the police will ask you to leave China. Do you
understand?”

I sighed. Yes, I understood. Yes, I promised not to convert my
students. No, I would not discuss Jesus. Mr. Li smiled, satisfied at
last.

“Thank you. I know you understand.”

Jewish communities existed in the past in China. There was a
Jewish community in Shanghai for nearly 200 years prior to the
Second World War, and as far back as the 13th century an
influential
Jewish population existed in the eastern city of Kaifeng, though it had
disappeared by the end of the 19th century. At present there is no
permanent Jewish community in China, though a handful of Chinese claim
ancestry to these old communities — a largely academic claim, as none can
prove maternal lineage or even practice the religion. Until recently all
religions were outlawed in communist China, and in any case the Western
concept of “religion” has never taken root. To the Chinese, “Western
religion” is merely a synonym for “Christianity,” which is basically a
club
with a lot of members that meets every Sunday.

As far as I knew, the only other Jew in Hunan, a province nearly
twice the size of New York state, was Mark Stone, an English teacher at
the Yale University-sponsored elementary school in downtown Changsha.
Mark was a short, loud, balding guy in his early 20s, always quick
to
voice an opinion — the type Annie Hall’s grandmother would refer to as “a
real New York Jew,” except that he was from Seattle and was going to law
school to become a public advocate for California’s migrant farm workers,
whom he felt were being screwed by the big farm conglomerates.

One night at a dance club, while we watched listless dancers
shuffle to a Cantonese waltz, we discussed how it felt to live in a
vacuum
of Jewish culture. Both of us had grown up in places with marked Jewish
influence — he in a Jewish section of Seattle, I in a New Jersey suburb. I
had not mentioned my religion to anyone since I arrived — not because of
Mr. Li’s warning, or because I was embarrassed, but out of the common
Jewish desire to blend in, as well as my American belief that my religion
was my own damn business. Though I did not deny being Jewish, I did not
volunteer it.

Mark, though, told me he went out of his way to tell people he
was Jewish. He considered it his duty to dispel bizarre myths about Jews
that often were spread through ignorance. Most Chinese had never met a Jew, he said, and many had crazy ideas about us.

I understood his point. An
intelligent, college-educated Australian teacher I worked with had been
astonished when I told her I was Jewish. She had never met a Jew before.
“But you don’t have dark skin or curly hair,” she had said dubiously. “And
your nose is the wrong shape — not curly.” I explained that I was of
Eastern European ancestry. “But Jews come from the Middle East,” she
said. “How can you be European?”

“I don’t know,” I admitted.

The day after I spoke with Mark, I decided to come out of the
closet with my students. Near the end of class I announced pointblank
that I was Jewish, and asked them what they knew about Jews. “Very
clever,” one girl said. “Don’t eat pork,” said another. “Red hair,”
added a
boy. There was a long pause. I asked if anyone had any questions they
wanted to ask me. After another long pause, a boy in the back of the
room
raised his hand: “Is this going to be on the exam?”

As Christmas approached, my two foreign coworkers suggested
we have a Christmas concert for the students. The college didn’t object,
probably because they believed, as did my students, that Christmas is an
American, not a Christian, holiday. I didn’t feel offended, or want
equal
time, as long as there wasn’t any blatant mention of God or Jesus. I
enjoy a
party, and besides, I absolutely refused to teach a classroom full of
Chinese
students to sing “Dreidel, dreidel, dreidel.”

The three of us spent several evenings laboriously recalling and
transcribing Christmas carols. I handed out mimeographed lyric sheets to
my students around Thanksgiving, and practiced for half an hour at the
end of each class. The students were thrilled and began exchanging
Christmas cards and telling their classmates. Soon all talk centered on
the upcoming concert.

During a free discussion session in class, one of the students asked
me how Americans celebrated Christmas. I explained about Christmas
lights and the tree, Santa Claus (“Old Man Christmas” in Chinese), gifts
and caroling. Another student asked me how my family celebrated
Christmas. I reminded the class that I was Jewish, so we didn’t
celebrate Christmas. She nodded gravely.

Another student raised his hand. “Do you miss your family on
Christmas?” he asked, blushing at his bold question. I explained again
that we didn’t celebrate Christmas, so it didn’t mean much to me.

“Oh,” he said, obviously disappointed.

“Do you have a tree?” a girl asked excitedly.

No, I explained, only Christians have trees. My family was Jewish. We didn’t have a tree.

She nodded, perplexed. I could sense they were beginning to doubt that I
was American.

A boy in the back row raised his hand hopefully: “Do you
exchange gifts?”

I sighed. Yes, I said, we exchange gifts, we have a tree and I
miss my family very much on Christmas.

“Ahhh,” the students sighed,
satisfied at last.

The next Yom Kippur, I prepared in advance. I told my students I
wouldn’t be teaching that day, and explained the holiday thoroughly.
Though a bit perplexed, they accepted my explanation. I asked Miss Liu
for the day off; she wanted to know why.

“Yom Kippur is a holiday,” I reminded her. “A fast day.”

She did not understand. “You know Qing Ming?” I asked,
referring to the spring holiday when Chinese honor their ancestors. She
nodded. “On Qing Ming you sweep your family’s graves clean and offer
fruit and flowers to honor your ancestors’ memory, right?” She nodded.
“Yom Kippur is at the beginning of the Jewish New Year. We think about
the past. We recall our dead loved ones and honor them, and we also
think
about the things we have done wrong to other people in the past year, and
we fast and ask for forgiveness from God.”

She thought about it for a while. “You don’t eat?” she asked.

“Not for one day,” I said.

She thought about it. “Only one day?” she asked.

I nodded.

“Certainly you may take the day off,” she said. “Please be careful
not to
get sick; you are very important to us. I hope you have a good holiday.”

“Thank you,” I said.

She stood up to go. “Can you can make up the teaching day?” she
asked just before she left. Sure, I nodded.
“Good. How about this Saturday?”

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