I swallow my fear
As a sideshow performer, I put swords down my throat. But offstage, ordinary activities can give me panic attacks
Thursday, Apr 4, 2013 12:00 AM UTCLife Life stories, Anxiety
As a sideshow performer, I put swords down my throat. But offstage, ordinary activities can give me panic attacks
Thursday, Apr 4, 2013 12:00 AM UTCI was hoping to become the next indie success story. Instead, I got a tough lesson in vanity
Tuesday, Apr 2, 2013 12:00 AM UTC 78I'd done so many scary things in my life, but this might be the scariest. At the age of 58, I joined a dating site
Sunday, Mar 31, 2013 11:00 AM UTC 190My parents can't handle the fact that I'm gay, and we'll never agree on religion. But I've found acceptance anyway
Sunday, Mar 31, 2013 1:00 AM UTC 76It was a base for the teen evangelical movement, where I saw fundamentalist Christianity's power, and its danger
Thursday, Mar 28, 2013 12:00 AM UTC 73A man is scalded by nearly boiling water and citric acid. His fate points to a dark reality for temp workers
Wednesday, Mar 27, 2013 12:00 AM UTC 31As Cara fought drug addiction, I tried to help. But she slipped into darkness, and I was left without my other half
Tuesday, Mar 26, 2013 12:00 AM UTCI was 12, and he was my 20-year-old camp counselor. For years, I thought I was asking for it -- but not anymore
Sunday, Mar 24, 2013 1:00 AM UTC 136The outcry over a recent "Girls" episode startled me. What happened to a woman's sexual agency?
Friday, Mar 22, 2013 11:00 PM UTC 405Our absurd humor brought us close, and 10 years after the U.S. invaded his homeland, I watched him become a citizen
Thursday, Mar 21, 2013 12:00 AM UTCTen years ago, I was a soldier on my way to a Purple Heart for carpal tunnel syndrome. But my fate changed in a day
Tuesday, Mar 19, 2013 12:00 AM UTC 13A provocative Salon essay landed me a spotlight on daytime TV. Then, I had to suffer in it
Monday, Mar 18, 2013 1:00 AM UTC 25It was like an orgasm times 100. I thought I might die. In years of kink writing, I'd never felt anything so scary
Sunday, Mar 17, 2013 1:00 AM UTC 174Anthony was a star. But he faced a threat that none of us could contain
Tuesday, Mar 12, 2013 11:45 AM UTC 63After a life of vegetarianism, I craved a more mindful way of eating. I started at the bottom of the food chain
Tuesday, Mar 12, 2013 12:00 AM UTC 21For three years, I exclusively dated (and slept with) professional funny men. It was hilarious -- and kinda tragic
Monday, Mar 11, 2013 12:30 AM UTC 22Teaching in the murder capital of the USA, I see my students fascinated by the violence that tears their city apart
Wednesday, Mar 6, 2013 1:00 AM UTC 22I was a troubled kid steeped in video games and rage. I shudder to think of who I was, and what I could have become
Tuesday, Mar 5, 2013 1:00 AM UTC 32I have waxed and bleached and scorched myself with goo. If I can't get rid of my facial hair -- can I accept it?
Saturday, Mar 2, 2013 11:00 PM UTC 32At my "Survivor" audition, alliances were formed. Hearts were broken. But would I make the cut?
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